common test week.whole week.killed me.when i thought the agony's over,it started all over again.i got even more vexed.
saturday.i didnt go for music O levels selections.say that,i play music under leisure,not stress.MOMO didnt understand me.she made up a big fuss.she compared me with other people.whats wrong,it will only drive me up to a corner.understand that.i feel nothing.it was only my lazyness okay,making me enter my secondary school.not your fault.stop blaming yourself.what do you want me to say?feel?knock out.
and i asked him.he argued back.no.i didnt do that.then WHY are you there?WHY are you doing that?alicia made me realise,did he treat me as the way i treated him?the answer--?WHY>thousand tongues.i cant take it anymore.finally.i broke down.during the song fo Jay Chou;s Secret.im not being a emo kid.im just trying to say that.HERE.im a human.i have feelings.im a girl.im even more emotional then what you think.im not always,that LYNN.i can go to the extreme.i know,guys dont express themselves.Im greatly dissapointed.tears are just a process.i want to know the product.DONT SHUCK ME OFF LIKE THAT.ITS EFFING HURTING.ITS WORST THEN THE BREAK UP PART I TELL YOU.im gonna get insomia.
i know.i know.even on my relationships,things aint going well for me.the milk is turning cold.should i continue my misery,no point right.im gonna go really nuts one day.im so sorry.i treated this welcome post like...a place for me to vent everything.thats my most inner thoughts.