ouh.
another a week half plus.
blog's dying.
anyway.
the CNY deco thingy is finally over.
wanna say sorry if i offeneded anyone with my attitude DURING DECO.
too many things to do,sooo lil time!
sometimes there are too many things on the plate and simply offend some people with my insensitive words.
people call me EMO freak/
now i understand why
cause sometimes emotions got their ups and downs.
new year resolution is to be more understanding towards people,
forget their bad,remeber their good,
go apologise to my "victims" of evil words,
say sorry.though some sorry no cure.
will try my super very best to get things done.
i dont know whats wrong with me.
first few weeks,so motivated to study.
now leh.
only wanna SLACK SLACK SLACK.
where's my aim?
CCA's breathing me down.
WORK is breathing me down.
i dont wanna do this anymore.
i dont wanna know the reason why.
its tough.
getting emo results in haywire thinking,
thankfully,
some of my good friends are there.
thank you all.
i am doing soul searching.
as for some of my friends,
i dont want you to end up hurt,crying.
i want you to carry on,
but since <3>
do as you deem fit,
maybe i judged people too strongly?
i am in no position to judge.
if you think thats your jenny,
go ahead.but we will just say you didnt heed our sayings.
it fell on deaf ears.
now,i just wanna concentrate on things i am supposed to do,
others,
GET OUT OF MY LIFE.
including redundant stuff.
like finding a soul mate.(I CANT BELIEVE I SAID THAT)
my friends are there for me[:
one misunderstanding gets big,
it resulted in being unresolved.
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